- Mood:
Emotional - Listening to: Nothing
- Reading: Nothing
- Watching: Nothing
- Playing: Neo/DA
- Eating: Nothing
- Drinking: Water
I have been sobbering since yesterday
he died
My only great-grandpa left died
right when i got home from school
i promised mom i would be tough
but its hard to loose a family member, who was like a best friend since
i was just a baby
my grandma left us a message right when i got home on the phone
then she came over
she wasn't crying because she is tough D:
but i was trying to hold it in
after she left, i went outside, lay down on the hammock
and stared up at the sky as it got grey
then it rained
i still stayed there
then my tears fell out
i couldn't take it anymore ;~;
i accutally SLEPT out there x.o
my mom never came and got me
then i woke up at 4:50 am and went on the sofa
that all happened yesterday
as of today, i don't know how i feel, except sad.